Hollyoaks [2007/09/20]

Hollyoaks - John Paul/Craig - 20/09/2007 Pt1
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=lfZ99wbkVcY

Hollyoaks - John Paul/Craig - 20/09/2007 Pt2
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=cuhrZQ1tt_4


CraigとJPがダブリンに出発する日。

airport scene

Craig: Come on let's not make a big deal out of it.
JP: You're sleeping with me Craig. And in case you hadn't noticed, I'm a man. And in my books, that makes you gay.
Craig: Just keep your voice down.
JP: You're meant to be coming out of the closet, not getting back in it. I mean, today, you're not gay, and what about tomorrow? Am I going to be your special little friend? Then why say it?
Craig: Because I wanted Jake to feel more comfortable.
JP: Oh, you wanted Jake to feel more comfortable. You mean you more like.
Craig: Alright, fine. I felt exposed. Alright, I froze. You believe me right?
JP: If you can't be as honest with me as you were with Sarah, then we have got big problems.
Craig: Look, just, please. Listen to me. I have changed my whole life for you. Come on. Let's rejoin the queue. Alright?

***

JP LOOKING AT HAPPY COUPLE KISSING IN QUEUE

Craig: OK, so there's a bus that goes from the airport to the city centre in Dublin. Guess we should take that and just get to the flat from there.

JP NODS

Craig: I couldn't afford much rent, so it's probably going to be a bit of a horrible one. But it'll be our one. Just the two of us.
JP: Where we can lock ourselves up and hide away from the world, yeah?
Craig: Yeah. Exactly.
JP: Kiss me, Craig.
Craig: Huh, what?
JP: I want you to kiss me.
Craig: Here?
JP: Right here.
Craig: Come on don't be stupid.
JP: I'm not being stupid.
Craig: There's people looking.
JP: So? Is that how we're going to live our lives is it? Hiding away from everyone, feeling ashamed.
Craig: I'm not ashamed.
JP: So, embarassed?
Craig: No!
JP: I want to be like them. I mean I've got every... look at them, look at them! I've got every right to be like them.
Craig: Don't you think you're over reacting?
JP: No! I need to know we've got a future together. I need to know that you want to be with me.
Craig: Of course I want to be with you.
JP: So kiss me. Please.... It's not that you won't. It's that you can't! Isn't it? JP: I don't believe this.

***

JP WALKING OFF AWAY FROM CRAIG. CRAIG FOLLOWING

Craig: John Paul!
JP: Leave me alone.
Craig: Where are you going?
JP: Home.
Craig: Come on, don't be daft! You're overreacting. You're just going to give up on us like that?
JP: I just needed you to do one thing.
Craig: How can you let this happen? You're just going to walk away?
JP: It's not like this happened over night is it? You had months to get your head around this.
Craig: I know it's been difficult.
JP: DIFFICULT? Do you have any idea how many times you'd split up with Sarah? I mean, would we even be here now if she hadn't walked in on us?
Craig: Yes. Yes yes, of course.
JP: How can you be so sure?
Craig: I chose you.
JP: No. I forced you to choose. You see?! Even now, you can't bring yourself to hold me.
Craig: Please. We're going to go to Dublin!
JP: What? What's going to happen when we get to Dublin, eh? Is it going to be maybe when we're in our second year? Maybe when we graduate? I mean, when? You don't know who you are. I love you Craig. With all my heart. You've changed my life totally. Irreversibly. And I'm never ever going to forget you. But however much I love you. I know I deserve more. I'm sorry.
Craig: Don't leave me... John Paul...

(from http://jamessuttonfans.com/)

♪Dusty Springfield - I Close My Eyes And Count To Ten (1968)

Craig leaves for Dublin on his own without John-Paul.